Thursday, August 9, 2018

Homily 7.22.18

Feast of St. Mary Magdalene

Readings:
Judith 9:1, 9b, 10b-13a, 14
2 Cor 5:14-17
John 20:1-2, 11-18


[Jenn]

Today we are celebrating and honoring the feast of St. Mary Magdalene, also known as Mary of Magdala or Mary the Magdalene. What are some of the first things that come to your mind when you hear of Mary Magdalene? Take just a minute to share with a neighbor near you what you think of or what comes to mind.

[Erin]

So who was Mary Magdalene? It is a common misconception that she was a prostitute, a repentant sinner, or the woman caught in adultery that Jesus saved, but that is not true. Church tradition, art, popular myth and a patriarchal Church and culture have conflated stories and biblical characters to create a woman that is simply not the MM of the gospels.

Here’s what we DO know about Mary Magdalene, from the four canonical gospels: She was a woman, healed by Jesus, who became so devoted to him and his cause that she remains at the crucifixion, cares for him in his death at his burial, and is the first to witness the resurrection, commissioned by Christ to spread the good news not just to the disciples, but to the world. This is why the Church has given her the title, “apostle to the apostles.”

[Jenn]

Today in conjunction with this Feast of St. Mary Magdalene we will be offering the Sacrament of the Anointing of the Sick. We chose this day because Mary Magdalene offers us a beautiful model of how our own personal healing opens us up to support the healing of others. And we could certainly use more healing in our world today.

[Erin]

The Evangelist Luke tells us that Mary is “freed of “7 demons”. This is fascinating to me. I am a practitioner of yoga and a yoga therapist. In yoga therapy, we look at whole-body healing, tuning into the seven energy centers of the body, also known in the ancient Indian tradition of yoga as chakras. The chakras are like wheels in the body, turning energy through the body constantly. Each center corresponds to a core part of being human-- grounding & rootedness; sexuality & creativity; will-power, love & service; speaking truth and resonance; inner wisdom & knowledge; union with all that is, the Divine. When all these wheels are turning, humming with life and flowing freely, a person is considered healthy. They are living into and integrating all aspects of their humanness, in balance and harmony. Energy flows from the heavens to the earth, and from the earth to the heavens, in the human person. In this way, every human is thought to be standing between heaven and earth, potentially a living Incarnation of Divine Life. This is what Jesus was, what he lived and embodied in wholeness. Salvation actually means to be healthy, integrated, whole. Jesus modeled this for us!

Now, most of us are not humming in this way, energy flowing freely and perfectly. Most of us have had pain in our life-- emotionally, physically, mentally, spiritually. We have encountered obstacles-- in ourselves and in the world-- that have blocked some of these energy centers, kept us from living fully into our humanity. We experience pain in the body, illness and disease, soreness and anxiety, depression, feeling unable at times to function. Or sometimes it’s simply an energetic dullness-- we know there’s a fullness out there, an aliveness that we strive for.

When I imagine into this encounter between the Magdalene and the Christ, I imagine Mary so much like us-- not there, wanting so badly to live a full life, but just very much in the world, encountering blockages and difficulties. Yet she encounters the Christ-- this person just radiating at every level, so full of life and love, and in an instant he looks at her, sees her in her full life and vitality and boom-- she is healed of those blocks and obstacles in her seven energy centers. She steps into her full humanity, mirrored by him. She is converted in the truest sense of the word, transformed!! So of course, she gives her whole life over to him. She already has. It’s a choiceless choice. Their hearts resonate with the other, at the center of the rainbow bridge that teems with the life of heaven and earth.

[Jenn]

This idea of becoming fully human is central to the Christian mission, the Christian path. Jesus is the Incarnate one and he came to teach us all how to be HUMAN. After his death, he urged his disciples to do the same. It is no coincidence that Mary was the one who was sent, first, to urge the disciples to continue onto this path of healing, of life, of love and of justice laid out by the Christ. She experienced it in her entire being, devoted her life to it, so of course would be trusted to carry on, to continue to embody, this central Christian mission.

[Erin]

In the Gospel of Mary Magdalene it says, “Then Mary arose, embraced them all and began to speak to her brothers: ‘Do not remain in sorrow and doubt for his Grace will guide you and comfort you. Instead, let us praise his greatness, for he has prepared us for this. He is calling upon us to become fully human [Anthropos].’ Thus Mary turned their hearts toward the Good, and they began to discuss the meaning of the Teacher’s words.”

As Mary makes clear, this fullness of humanity is not just for her, not just for Jesus. We are all called to be so radiant, so alive with divine-meets-human reality. We too are called to live and move and have our being in the heart of the Heart. When we live with this awakeness and aliveness in our bodies, seen and named in great love by the Christ, we cannot help but become healers in the world; we are so totally transformed that we cannot help but work for transformation in the world.

[Jenn]

So what gets in the way of living into this call? There are many obstacles that block the flow of God’s love and life in our lives and in the world today: Fear, prejudice, ignorance, ego, hurt, trauma, etc. Just as our body is living organism invited into the fullness of life God create us for, we are also a small part of a larger organism: the whole of creation. There are many ways that we create walls around our own heart, that cuts us off from the flow of life, the flow of the Spirit - separating us not only from other humans but also from the living organism of creation. Think about the body and what happens when the flow of blood is cut off to a certain part – it dies! There are literal and metaphorical walls we create as societies and countries, that cut off the flow of God’s liberating love. Creation as one living organism, cannot be fully alive while we build more walls that keep us divided and cut off from one another and the flow of God’s love. It isn’t good for our personal or collective health.

Mary Magdalene offers us an example of how to continue the work of Jesus as one who knows his light and love flowing freely through her and welcomes that presence of life to lead her prophetic ministry, even when her closest friends and fellow apostles disagree with her, deny her prophetic vision, and even seek to silence her. Many might have even labeled her a “nasty woman”, but “Nevertheless, she persisted.”

We have many women in our Catholic tradition and in our personal lives who embody many characteristics of Mary Magdalene for us. We heard in our Gospel that Mary recognized the resurrected Jesus when he called her name. We invite you now, as you listen to each of these descriptions of Mary Magdalene, to call out the names of women you know or have been inspired by, so that we can hear them and know the presence of the risen Christ who lives in and through them.

[Erin]

**Migdala means fortress temple, watchtower, stronghold, and elevated pulpit in the in Aramaic and Hebrew. What women have been a fortress or stronghold for you during difficult times?

[Jenn]

The gospels name Mary of Magdala first and foremost as one of the women who funded Jesus, allowing the good-news movement to extend from Galilee all the way to Jerusalem. What women have supported you with resources to carry out your good work in the world?

[Erin]

In the gospels, Mary and other women in the movement “ministered to [Jesus].” The Greek word diakonos means minister. What women have been diakonos and ministered to you?

[Jenn]

Mary of Magdala stood with many women until the bitter end, witnessing Jesus die on the cross. She with other women went to the tomb with myrrh and entered into the rituals of mourning and burial. What women have accompanied you in times of pain or mourning?

[Erin]

In the gospels, Mary - either alone or with other women - is the first to experience the Resurrected Jesus. And she is commissioned by Jesus to go and tell the others the good news of his Resurrection. What women have been bearers of Good News in your life?

For all these women named and unnamed who live into these callings every day. We give thanks and praise for this cloud of witnesses that accompany us.

[Jenn]

How can we follow these and other brave, faithful women to open ourselves up to become channels of God’s love and liberation? These are trying times and we need people living into their full humanness, we need channels of God’s love to flow through our communities, our families, our country. So as we transition into the Sacrament of healing, think about where are the hurts, the blockages that need to be healed in your life, in your family, in our community? Invite that healing into your body, as a microcosm of the whole. Sit with it after you are anointed. If you receive the healing oils on your hands, consider placing your hands on an area of your body that feels tense, restricted, or tight. In your anointing pray for openness and healing in the areas you need to be an open channel of God’s love and liberation. 



**Litany borrowed and adapted from Future Church resources for the feast of Mary Magdalene


You can listen to a recorded version of this homily here: https://soundcloud.com/sts-clare-and-francis/july-21-2018-5-25-20-pm 

Homily 3.17.18

Readings
Jer 31:31-34
Heb 5:7-9
John 12:20-33

I want to start by focusing on the first reading tonight. There are two important concepts that Jeremiah highlights as ways to know God: through teaching - aka what others tell us - and through personal experience - what we know in our hearts. This shift from the written law to the law sown in our own hearts is a pretty radical reordering of life that God is promising through Jeremiah. You see in that time, access to God was mediated through the elite few who were literate and could read the Torah and teach it others.

But what God is speaking through Jeremiah is a promise that - from the least to the greatest, from the most learned to the illiterate - ALL will know that they are God’s people and that God is their God because it will be written in their hearts rather than stone or books.

This parallels some of my own spiritual journey and perhaps yours as well. I was raised a good Roman Catholic girl in Catholic schools and very active in my local parish growing up. I knew the teachings of the Catholic Church and could repeat them back to you and argue correct dogma with the best of them. But when I entered college my freshman year at SLU I had this epiphany that while I knew all the “correct” teachings about God and Jesus, I didn’t really know any of that to be true in my heart, in my own personal experience, and so it wasn’t authentic. It wasn’t MY truth that I was able to share about knowing God and myself as one of God’s beloved creation. So I went back to square 1 and decided to set aside all these laws and teachings to use the language of our 1st reading, and discover who God was to me. Since that time I have had many rich experiences of knowing God in a much more intimate way, truly feeling God’s love and presence in my life, in my heart.

I want to invite you now to take a minute, close your eyes, and put your hand on your heart. As you breath in and out, feel your heartbeat. Remember that in Christ, God had a heartbeat. In you, God still has a heartbeat. Connect to that heart beat and reflect on a time when you felt close to God or Jesus.

I’ll sound the bell when that period of reflection is up and then I invite you if you are comfortable to find someone near you, preferably not your spouse or significant other, and share that experience with them. As you’re sharing notice any changes in your body as you tell your story, and notice in your partner how they might change as they tell their story. We’ll take 6 minutes to do this so about 3 minutes per person. I’ll again sound the bell when it’s time to end those conversations and then I’ll close with a final reflection.


(Period of reflection and sharing)


So perhaps you noticed as you or your partner shared their story that there was something more going on then just this intellectual exercise. I think most of us are pretty comfortable with experiencing God through teaching and learning - we learned this in school - but maybe are not quite as comfortable or used to really feeling God in our bodies, and participating in our faith in more embodied way that connects heart, mind, and soul.

The liturgies coming up in the next two weeks offer us some unique opportunities to really engage in the story of our faith in a more embodied way - and so I really encourage you to attend all of the services possible and engage in them as full body worship experiences.

During Palm Sunday we begin by embodying the joyful procession accompanying Jesus as he enters Jerusalem. We walk, we wave our palms, and we sing Hosanna! Then we shift to the passion of Christ where most of us become the crowd looking on and shouting “Crucify him! Crucify him!” I want us to really open ourselves up to this experience and enter this story that not only happened 2000 years ago, but is played out today in the ways that our own fears and succumbing to group think can lead to the death of innocent people. Don’t just say and hear the words, feel it, embody it.

On Holy Thursday we get our feet washed and wash the feet of others. This is a vulnerable and humbling embodied act of faith - engage it. See how it breaks open God for you in new ways.

On Good Friday experience the growing darkness, sit it in, don’t be too quick to search out the light, let the chaotic noise and drum beats reverberate in your soul.

And then on the Holy Saturday Easter Vigil see how the light returns, partake in the re-telling of our creation and faith history, dance with us, rejoice with us, feel the risen spirit rising up in your own heart and our community and respond. These are liturgies rich with knowing God because of how we experience them in our heart and soul and respond with our bodies.

One way, that we are invited to engage in this embodied practice of faith every week is through the Eucharist.

Jesus offers us a powerful image tonight in the Gospel that: “unless a grain of wheat falls to the earth and dies it remains just a grain of wheat, but if it dies it produces much fruit.”

God is revealed not just through the laws and the teachings of the church, but through interaction with all of creation. Jesus grew up in a community and culture that relied on subsistence agriculture to live, so they would know this life cycle of wheat well.

Maybe you don’t grow wheat (most likely you don’t) but perhaps you’ve had a vegetable garden before. Same principle. A tomato seed or a pepper seed remains just a seed unless it is planted in the soil, dies to its old way of being so it can be transformed into a plant that bears fruit or vegetables. And then we pick off that vegetable, and it dies again, only to be consumed by us and transformed into new life in our bodies.

This paschal mystery of life, death, and new transformed life is celebrated every week in the Eucharist. The grain of wheat dies and becomes a stalk of wheat. Which is harvested, dies, and is transformed into new life in the baking of bread. This bread becomes the body of Christ which is broken, dies again to its old way of being when it is consumed by us, but is then raised to new life in our very bodies which become its new transformed dwelling place. We are drawn into Jesus as the bread/body is drawn into our own bodies. We consume the body of Christ in order to become the body of Christ and it all involves this cyclical mystery of death and resurrection. This sanctuary in which we gather as the Body of Christ to hear the stories and learn how God is speaking to us today, is incorporated into this sanctuary (my body) which intimately knows that this God who is present in the grain of wheat, is present in the bread, is present in the body of Christ, is present in this holy body. This is our God, and we are her people.

May we hold onto this knowledge of our our hearts, and these experiences of our bodies, as we walk through holy week, experience the passion of Christ and the passions of our own lives, and live into the transformation of new life that comes from every death, in this sanctuary (the church) and this sanctuary (the body). Amen

Thursday, February 15, 2018

Ordination Poems

Reflections on being present for the ordination of the first woman bishop in the Ecumenical Catholic Communion - in three poems.  Written 2/10/2018

Initial Reactions

Grace abounds
Gratitude abounds
Dwelling in the experience 
of God's power
and goodness
and love
and beauty.
  
Hope
fills my soul
as I taste
a sample
of the rich banquet
God has prepared
and invites us to share.

I am humbled; 
I am speechless 
in the presence
of such gift. 
Thank you
is the prayer
on my lips
and in my body. 

There is nothing to do
but dwell
be in this presence 
accept the gift
delight in God's goodness - 
this is what is pleasing to God
to open
to embrace
to fill
and rejoice. 

We are one - 
rejoicing together
dancing together
crying together
singing together
We are one.

God is here
God is good 


This Moment

This moment
is the only moment 
This moment
is enough 
This moment 
will inform and influence
all future moments
This moment
has been gestating
for over a decade
waiting patiently 
to be born
This moment 
contains all the past moments
that led to this moment 
This moment 
has planted new seeds
that will bear rich fruit 
This moment
will last forever 


A Snowy Baptism

It is fitting
that the snow
covers us 
in a white blanket
and blesses us
with her frozen water
a renewed Baptism 
as we enter
and leave
this holy place
the Church
is raised to new life
as the kin-dom of God 
breaks forth
and the Spirit rejoices: 

"These are my daughters,
in whom I am well pleased."